Wednesday, May 14, 2008

FAITH&HOPE.




lately heard many sad news of people.

it all has nothing much to do with me directly.
but i'd like to just pray for them.
hoping they'd pull through well, hoping they had a chance to do many things they've never done or tried in life.
you could say i'm just emotional, i don't even have a religion.
but still, i pray.
and it doesn't require a religion, just a bagful of faith.

some people deserve to live up till a hundred years, but never given that chance.
some people live hoping to disappear as soon as possible, but never even suffered a slight flu.


and i start to think of you.
the times you cried so hard.
the times you tried to put up a fake smile.
the times you joked about leaving.
the times you smiled n looked at little kids, hoping you'd have the chance to have one.


don't leave.
don't even think of leaving.
please.
if i had a chance, take me in place of you.

i'd rather not live than live a lonely life myself.