Saturday, May 31, 2008

hols.

jiayou chiansiang!
you can do it. (:

ct ct ct ct ct
i'll conquer you.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

memories.

as i take a look back at that wound..
the blood stopped flowing.
and the wound is sealing up.

i just wanna say that i'm thankful you made that turn in and out of my life.
now i'm different.
and i know you'd be happy for my change.

(:

Friday, May 23, 2008

wenhuaying '08 is FINALLY OVER! WOOHOO(:


i'm now on my bed wrapped in my blanket feeling sick :/
but i'm really glad everything paid off. :D
hope they all had fun at the camp!

it feels kinda sad i couldn't bond much with the group members..
but still received some "jiayou"s from random ppl which was kinda sweet haha.
oh well.
OH YA THE WORST THING WAS THEY ALL WERE "HUHHHHHHHH?!?!?!!" WHEN I SAID I WAS 17!



i dont look 17 meh!! HUH HUHUHUHUHUHUHHHHHHHH!
):



hahaha nvm. it's called mature. solid. stable. sense of security. understand? haha

i wanna thank all those dancers for learning their dances diligently, cecilia and kelvin my choreograph partners and....rain? for his sad tango mv? hahaha siao.

came back nj to return the band's stage and went home and slept for 16 hrs.

i rushed out my gp va today and ran to school just now a while before school shut down time. PHEW. ms koh was pretty unsympathetic when she said "NO" to extension. i was really really sick and tired today morning so i didn't go to school.

oh well. my throat's pulling apart i think i need some honey water. shall go get some later.

anyway. bye! (:

Saturday, May 17, 2008



so shut up about my face!
haha well i think i'm seeing a doctor v soon..
well at least its helping me identify superficial people around.
yep so im saying this again.

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder." (:

night!


i didn't do any work todayyy
i think soon, i'm gonna get slaughtered by my PW group.
i should wake up earlier to type some PW stuff.....


today was just DANCE.DANCE.DANCE.
lol i felt rly rly proud of myself for choreographing that small "sad tango" part! (:
haha it doesn't look perfect la but stilllll.....its hard work paid off! (:
hopefully i still remember the steps when i wake up tmr :D
hahaha.


ahh im really tired. shall bathe and sleep.
goodnight!


haha yes i'll make out my list of things i wanna do before i die.
maybe i should make one every year.
so i'll know how my thinking changes haha.
pretty cool. thanks amanda! (:


k night!
me? emo?




haha nah i must really make it clear that I'M NOT EMO-ING!!!!
hahaha its probably just my face.
so people, dont ever get surprised to see my black face.
i'm just like that haha. its fine. i guess haha


ANYWAYYYY.......SAD TANGO IS REALLY GETTING ON MY NERVES!!!!!! x.X
I CAN'T CHOREOGRAPH DANCE FOR NUTS!
i'm sooooooooo dead.
ahhh whatever.


choir elections coming. gd luck to all candidates!

wenhuaying coming. yay yay can't wait to run around in downtown east.

yltc coming. wth...i rly dont like the name "berjaya"
haha thankfully the description sounds much easier than OBS lumut.
no leeches!
:D
:D
:D
haha.


qiangmai semisssss. um. no comments. hahaha i think im q dead for that too cos before that is yltc.


CTs! haha probably gonna "date" mr low for the whole of my june holidays. possibly get some kind soul to teach me chemistry...anyone interested?? (:
i seriously hope i can't persevere till the end of 2 jc years. haha.
yep. hope i can fulfill my ambition!
4As 4As 4Assssss


haha okay i think this is a pretty cheerful post.
so stop saying im emo! haha (:

oh anyway jaja, i dont understand your tag. HAHA.
k bye!



Wednesday, May 14, 2008

FAITH&HOPE.




lately heard many sad news of people.

it all has nothing much to do with me directly.
but i'd like to just pray for them.
hoping they'd pull through well, hoping they had a chance to do many things they've never done or tried in life.
you could say i'm just emotional, i don't even have a religion.
but still, i pray.
and it doesn't require a religion, just a bagful of faith.

some people deserve to live up till a hundred years, but never given that chance.
some people live hoping to disappear as soon as possible, but never even suffered a slight flu.


and i start to think of you.
the times you cried so hard.
the times you tried to put up a fake smile.
the times you joked about leaving.
the times you smiled n looked at little kids, hoping you'd have the chance to have one.


don't leave.
don't even think of leaving.
please.
if i had a chance, take me in place of you.

i'd rather not live than live a lonely life myself.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

46days.


i realised there's just no point worrying for every little thing.
i should just take things as it comes.
nothing to fight for, nothing to think too much for.

i'm tired.
and i just really wanna return back to normal.





Sorry.

Sunday, May 11, 2008




HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINGYUN! (:

i didn't touch any work this weekend. (:
just shoot me!


Saturday went down to sph and was warmly welcomed by the "who's that" look on everyone's face. hahaha
well, it's alright i know i very long never go back le.
lucky the tension was resolved when we started with the dancing.
i like the dances!
yep hahaha ok i shouldnt elaborate much cos i can't dance! (:
hahaha actually i can, you nv know....hee(:
but anw i liked yuhui's dance the most haha.
cecilia's was good too but alot of niu lai niu qu HAHA.
yeaap
i'm suppose to choreograph for 'sad tango' omg i'm dead X__X"
i can't! if any of you wanna help please do!
mann hahahaa.

At night went to the new house at orchard cos they had some opening ceremony..
yep all the new residents gathered there to take a look at the newly constructed buildings.
it was rather great heard some nice spanish band playing music (:
dinner was horrible all the snatching of food made me a little disgusted..
hahaha but oh well.
i think i saw a senior of nj there! i think his name's called suihang..
yeap wow. neighbour hahaha
OH and i saw the Audi Rx8. wow 50k car. looked really cool.
Dad wanted to take a picture before we left but the car drove of before we went to the carpark ):
oh well. hahaha


I think Saturday's dancing shook of alot of my fats hahaha.
totally couldn't wear my long pants. t'was dropping all the time!
ahhh well.


today went to the house at woodlands. v long nv go back le.
but anyway everything remained the same haha.
mum booked the karaoke room and invited some hostel girls and other students and friends.
nobody wanted to sing! and i was desperate for some k-ing so...
hahaha i sang really alot i think close to 100songs! (:
felt v man3 zu2 hahaha but the database for songs is SUPER OUTDATED.
the newest song stopped like at jay's "fantasy" album i think. HAHA.
so i sang like 100 old songs woots~


now i feel really tired. shall rest awhile before work.
alright bye!



too much emotions put in singing.
felt really...
am i really closing myself up from this world..
and slowly entering another world?

another world.
place of coldness and misery.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

To kids out there who've blogs...




haha. (:



Last night was hwa chong's concert.
It was rather nice la not bad! (:
it felt quite weird listening to them sing "lullaby" and "jap game" haha.
but nonetheless, it was a nice concert.
oh. just felt q disappointed their "encore" song was just a repeat of the last song!! ):
haha like. no surprise. tsk.
oh i liked their acapella grp..
though i think "negative" was much better, but it was a gd try.
the lead vocalist had a rather nice voice. heh.
reaching that high note is every tenor's dream(: lol.
oh well hopefully ms lim will allow nj to revive the acapella groups. it makes the concert much more fun rather than just...artistic. haha.
oh well.


about the inside stuff of choir..
i sincerely hope you people really think of ms lim's words.
choir choir choir. that's ultimately whats most important.
to sing together, to achieve greater heights together.
cliqueing is an excuse.
an excuse to show that you're nt feeling acceptance.
yep so whatever you all wanna think.
just remember ultimately, we're NJchoristers.
who gets what position, who dislike who, does it all rly matter?
just be rational, dont let personal emotions disrupt your judgement.
next year is syf. we will try our best together to reach for the best.
and even if we fall, we'll hold on to each other, everyone.
so yes. Families can't hold on relationships together tightly with suspicions everytime.
its true sometimes hiccups occur, but yep pls learn to always step back and think for the others before you make any decision..
yep. no black face alright! i think its v immature for our age. yep.



alright. haha heading down to sph later. v long nv turn up le.
mannn hopefully they didn't forget me. /:
oh well.
bye! (:

Wednesday, May 7, 2008




i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!
i'm not stressed!


ok. i'm stressed. haha

i got into detention i think it has added on to my crappy state right now..
rah. now i'm gonna have a record. shit.
ahh well.
gotta do work.
bye!

p.s. finished bio SPA today! (:



--------------------------
tag replies.

Ja: ?
Cecilia: life? what's that? haha uh yep PASSION's the word.
Yuntian: ya i rly liked that song. so emotional. haha here's a metaphor. Study is Shit. (:
yongjian:
LOL. yongjian STOP PRESSING "REFRESH".
jiayi: haha yes zen yang? (:
cheanfei: yep. mug hard! jiayou jiayou


Monday, May 5, 2008


牵牵牵牵手,一直走到最后.
我们开心地梦游.
牵牵牵牵手,永远十指紧扣
我相信我会, 永远在你左右.


-lyrics from 吴克群's new song 牵牵牵手. (:

today, i must apologise to so many groups of people.
first is jiayi and tabitha for not going for kbox with you guys though you guys asked first :/
next is fruitbasket for not going cycling with you guys :/
then is daniel lynna they all for not going to the movies with you guys :/
lastly is xiurong jiasheng huiwei zheyu for not going kbox with you guys :/

it's in order of who asked me first. haha.
ultimately just one word: S-O-R-R-Y!

guess what i did in the end. MUG. lol.
yep i studied...realise it was pretty irresponsible to just leave unfinished work lying around.
so yes...cleared a bit. (:
worse thing was i saw AK at the place i was mugging. how...timely.
hahaha suddenly reminded me of the freaking GP journal we have to hand in for AMA to mark -.-
how lame...



oh well.
choir's syf year is starting..again. no doubt we will all drop dead singing.
time for another fighting year!
fight for studies fight for cca fight for many many stuff!
rahh chiong ah!


ok i'm just tired.
shall go study.
bye!

yay keep jumping dear counter!


tag replies.
cheanfei : lol purple chemical splash on brown uni still heng?! O.O hahaha mann you also v bad at calculations ah..its ok still got a bit of time. mug!
yongjian: LOL. you're like my....blog counter keeper. (: nah people love my blog (:
Ja: YA THE PICTURE'S SUPER FUNNY hahahahhaa. but still...not as funny as your jajabing's story on choir blog :D
jiayi: SLAP YOU!
joyce: yea seriously, i tell you they're so alike! hahaha oh well. HI! (:
xiurong: BIRD?! what bird?

Saturday, May 3, 2008

wow the counter's jumping q fast(:
i feel cared for hahaha nahh maybe they just click wrong bleah haha

anyway i shall do some tag replies since i'm bored.

to lavania: haha i'm doing fine school's boring! and yep i never liked math! haha
to daniel: yep maths is boring. and the bear's EXHAUSTED not waiting to be humped omg sicko uncle!!! haha
to minlu: yep hahaha
to cheanfei: yea i still like blogger its so much more user-friendly(:
to yj: whee~
to Ja: hahaha yea lor. slap her!
to sheena: whee~ whee~ siao.
to jiayi: hahaha i described to you how my mum'll react already. anyway i bought chocs so it'll warm her enough already don't need to hug(: hahaha
to jingmin: yep! hahaha you're always saying "hi chiansiang!" nowadays..hahaha feels weird. oh well. (:


done. hahaha.


college day today.
morning came school v early for chem trial SPA.
i think i'm gonna fail badly eh /:
i mean i tried to study, and i memorised the format too! but..
i'm srsly v v v v weak at the calculations part.
oh well. im gonna just look for more examples......
anyway the burette leaked and dripped out halfway during the experiment!
and it was purple somemore, how wonderful.
and it dries v fast and turns into rusty brown colour..
so wasted alot of time...stuffing tissues everywhere...
oh man..haha im v clumsy w experiments hope i can keep calm on the day itself!


then.....went for choir.
we ate currywok for lunch!
but i think the restaurant has lost its 'attractiveness' le...
last time it was 5 dollars/person and they had free flow of rice n xtra curry
now's like. only 1 bowl...and yup the price increased to 6 bucks...
haha uncle said the price of rice went so high even in hawker centres plain rice was charged at 70cents! O.O
mannnn global food shortage is getting real bad....


anyway so we sang rosas anddd the crowd was so little!
i couldnt help but ask dianfeng "is this a rehearsal?"
hahaha. mann. cos the main fun stuff were held in the new kongsi theatre so...
hahaha
food fair was not bad. i heard from daniel tt they earned money!
i only went down for 10min and i spent all my money..
well it wasnt alot of money but..hahaha its the heart(:


we went kap after the foodfair. and i left after a chocolate sundae...
haha been craving for it the whole of today finally i got one..
but yea. was v tired so i left...
or maybe it was just the night.
laying at the rooftop watching stars....
its quite saddening how they shine so brightly,
but ever so lonely by themselves...


ahh well. haha
alright byeee...

Friday, May 2, 2008

Exhausted




just finished GP essay outline. haha.
guess labour day wasn't really a slack day for me.
ahh whatever.


today, i feel a sudden appreciation for my life and people around me right now.
maybe its cos i started thinking about what happens in society.
people putting on masks and backstabbing you, and you without a clue..
i watched this v touching video in the afternoon
about the love of a father for his son.
it was really just...purity of love that touched me.
and i thought it was the most heartwarming love story i've heard.
and love is what makes up the world's heartbeat.
nothing purer can replace love.
to love isn't very difficult, but sometimes...we just do not see the importance of a simple gesture. or simply voicing words of appreciation to show love for the people around you.
oh well.


on that note i'd like to say
I love all my friends(:
I love my family(:

lol. i think this post looks gay...haha im not! just trying to prove to jiayi that guys are not cold all the time. haha we still feel okay.

alright anw.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANYUN!

and..how did i remember so clearly.....?

cos....HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

LOL. same day. eee. hahahahaha
alright goodnight!

Thursday, May 1, 2008

i still like blogger.
hahaha.
(: